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TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
10.) Thank you for being the one to tell me the truth, thank you for always being there, and most of all... Thank you for being the best friend that I have always wanted. You've seen me through my lies, you've been by me when I needed you, but most of all, you were there when I needed a shoulder to cry on. you've helped me seek help when I needed it all threw high school. You helped me steer in the direction of a boy who
MIGHT be something more to me then a friend. But most of all, You've my best friend. I couldn't have asked for a better one.
9.) You're the best sister I could ever ask for. You've bluntly told me things that I needed to hear rather then sugar coating things, you've taken care of me when I had issues with money. (And I paid you Back!) You've kept my secrets from my own parents, and you've even driven me to do my best. You were the one who supported me with my dreams and even told me dozens of times that Lifes not easy. You were the one that has given me advice that I give to my frineds now. Though I don't follow it all the time, You were the one you was always there to chat me when I feel.
8.) I hate the fact that were so far away! I fucking hate it with a deep passion of mine, but you know what I've moved on. Though it may be a rebound I still moved on. I'm a lot stronger now then I have been before, but I know that this is just a lesson I have to learn. I hope you're fucking god damn happy with your life. Because I know I am, though I still hurt on the inside, I learn to get over it and just move on. I have someone else who cares about me now and I just want you to know that I am happy now.
7.) You're a good friend, and I know that I can never replace you, though deep down I feel that you've replaced me. I've started friending other people in hopes to get you to come back to me, but deep down thats just hurting myself, you and the people I'm friending, but now I understand a little now then I did before. And I just want to say thank you for making me understand that the world doesn't revolve around me. You're an awesome RPer and an Artist. You always kept me up on my toes when it came to RPs, you've made me cry, laugh, gasped out yelling at me computer saying, "WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT???!!!" but only have my parents scream at me finidng out what I was really yelling about. You've improved with your Art and I coulnd't have been any happier, and you've deffinetly grown up. I whine and complain about you to my other friends trying to figure out this puzzed friendship I have with you, but I think deep I was just jealous of everything that you did and how quickly you've improved. I just wanted to show off my skills to impress you, but it didn't work. It just got me angry and frusterated because I did it to get attention, not because of my love for it. You've taught me that, so thank you!
6.) Thanks for always letting me come you when i really need, though I know I don't come to you everyday like I used to, but I just want you to know that I cherish the friendship we have and that I would do anythign to come visit you. You're truly my bestfrined and I coulnd't have asked for a better one. Thank you!
5.) I love you my lesbian lover!!! You're so much fun to RP with and I couldn't have asked for a better person to play the love of my Life Zoro!!! He's so kick ass and you do an awesome job, I think I just go OOC all the time
and I know I just get dramatic when we RP. I can't weight till we start being in the Kids for our one lovely couple! I'm having a great time. Thanks for bring the happiness back into me.
4.) Thanks for giving me that bust of confidence with my playing. I know you'll never read this, but you are truly my only compitition! I have so much fun playing duets and actually having a challange when it comes to Music. You're in all my classes at college, you are the same major as me, but most of all you're my RL bestfrined. You take me shopping with you, and you listen to me cry and whine and bitch about our stupid professos. I can never replace the memories I have with you with our Wal-Mart days, and even painting out toe nails int he heat and letting the paint actually melt fromt he heat! XD You are an amazing flautist and an amazing BFF. You were there when I first sip of jungel juice, You were always my partner when it came to beer pong you were there when I got home wasted and threw up in the bathroom. You stayed all night to take care of me and thats what a true frined really is. I coulnd't have asked for a better one. Thank you ^^
3.) You are just the sweetest person in the world, All i wanted to do is huggle you and wish that I can help you more in your daily life. I'm glad I can do somethign to help you with the world even if I don't understand it a lot. But I'm glad you look up to me and you talk to me when you really need it. And I can't thank you enough for listening to me. You truly are an amazing person, don't let anyone else tell you other wise.
2.) I love you with all~ my heart~! You are an awesome friend and I look at you as my younger sister. We talk about boys, we compare boyfrineds, we RP a lot, and we own and Avi Art shop! How bigger of a bound can that get! You were always there when I needed you and I can't thank you enough. You are the sweetest person in the world, and I hate to see you upset. I wish one day that we can meet and hang out! It would be amazing if we did! You are a sweetheart and i coulnd't be more proud of you. ^^
1.) Thank you for changing my diapers, feeding me, loving me, buying me things, spending money on me, teaching me to drive, buying me a 3,500 flute, supporting me in my goals and dreams, and most of all... never leaving my side, You have kept a roof on top of my head, yes we had our disagreements, but I learned in life that you did what you did because you thought it was best for me. And I should have listened. I'm sorry for being such a spoiled brat and can be annoying, but I want you to know that I love you more then anythign, and you trully are my hero. You taught me everything I know about computers and how to fix them, we've watched intense TV shows together, you've supported my playing for the flute, and you've always gave me a pat on the back for my art. I love you more then anything in the world, and nothign can ever replace that.
NINE things about yourself:
9.) I'm a composive liar. I lie to cover my feelings, my misery, and most of all, whats in my heart.
8.) I watch porn...! I'm a pervert get over it.
7.) I've blown up condoms with my BFF and wrote on them and taped them on peoples door because I thought it was funny. You should always wear a condom when you're having sex~!
6.) I thrive on Drama, though I hate it I can't live without it because other wise my life is too boring and dull.
5.) I Pray everynight to God and begg him for forgiveness for whatever I've said to people that hurt them, whatever I've lied about, but mainly I asked him to love me all over again.
4.) I enjoy doing a lot of activities, but I'm just to lazy to get off the my butt and the computer to really do anything about it.
3.) I love little kids.
2.) I still laugh out loud when I'm typing "LOL" to people in messengers, chatrooms, and in text messages.
1.) I love Gaiaonline. XD
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
8.) Be honest~!
7.) Make me laugh!
6.) Love me for who I am.
5.) Understand that my music and art comes before any man. But my friends and family come before Music and art ^^
4.) Give me compliments and tell me how much you love me. I enjoy hearing it. ^^
3.) Comfort me when I'm upset or stressed, it shows you care and you want to make a difference in my life.
2.) Buy me things.
1.) Make me feel like you can be the only person for me.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
7.) porn.
6.) I'm So bored!
5.) Argh! I need to get a life... and Money!
4.) OMG make it stop!!!! (insane beeping sound in my head)
3.) I gotta do this, I gotta do this, I GOTTA DO TIHS!..... maybe tomorrow...
2.) Thank you.
1.) Oh!!! RPs!... now who to RP with....?
SIX things you do before you fall asleep :
6.) Shower.
5.) Brush my teeth.
4.) Wash my face.
3.) Get in PJs.
2.) Check e-mails.
1.) Got to sleep.
FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment: (not in any order)
5.) Parents
4.) Sister
3.) Erin
2.) Omar
1.) DA buddies/Gaia buddies
FOUR things you see right now:
4.) My hands.
3.) My computers.
2.) My water bottle.
1.) My pillows
THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:
3.) Wild Drive- Yugioh soundtrack
2.) Oretachiwa FAMILY- One PIece soundtrack
1.) Shut up and Sleep with me.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
2.) Find the love of my life.
1.) Have my own Anime web series.
ONE confession:
1.) I perfer dating guys who are Online, rather then a guy who's not cause I'm afraid that I'm going to make an idiot of myself in RL then Online...
I tag:
DO IT!!!!!
TO DO LIST
PRIZE WINNER
1.)
ART TRADES
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2.) CLOSED
3.) CLOSED
GAIA COMMISIONS
1.) Fuzzygreyhat
2.) SilentxSymphony
3.) CLOSED
GIFTY ART
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4.)
MEME (You should do these too!)
1.) ROOM MEME
[link]2.) INTERNET BFF MEME
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COLOR JOB
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3.)
[link] CLUBS
ROLE PLAY BUDDIES
AND MORE!
INSPERATION
Start of a New year
Monday
Neutral
Promiscuous
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Lately everyones been getting sick, and I have been feeling a little under the weather too. But not to badly. I hope everyone feels better! 
